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Then I bought a book about psychic vampirism, learned about energy work and psionics and continued on from there
6:18 AM
That was..ten years ago now
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hahah
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The Chaote's Principle is that "belief is power" and that is that - it, like psionics, operates on power of the will
6:19 AM
Ritualism works on power of the will too, i suppose.
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You just have to go around the bend to shoot your energy laser at a mirror to reflect it at a egregore that then amplifies your intent (if it thinks it's a good idea probably) and then your whole idea might work if you wore the robes correctly and drew the circle 100% accurately to the 700 year old manuscript
6:20 AM
I'm just...too impatient for all that.
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Albino Elephant 6/9/2018 1:28 PM
Psionics doesn't necessarily operate on the bases of will. It is a big part of it, but the core beliefs consist of a lot more.
1:30 PM
Rituals aren't that hard to get into unless you are using the most complex first (which the easy ones that work are kinda hard to find). Nor do they operate under the principle of will.
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I think there's some kind of fundamental divide between me and Esehl on these kinds of things.
2:24 PM
I am truly not a spiritual person. I'm consistently surprised that he is.
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@Albino Elephant The way I see it "will" pretty much covers any intentional action, be it physical or otherwise. Semantics are uninteresting to me, whether things work and if you can divine why is what matters to me
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 6:16 PM
Oh hey, there are people who study this stuff here
6:18 PM
Can't say I'm too surprised, given that tulpamancy can be a gateway
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Not always, most of our people (I think) take tulpamancy as a strictly psychological process. When people engage in the more spiritual aspects I usually find that they have previous interest/practice in metaphysics.
6:29 PM
Oh, speaking of which, I do wonder if anyone here is practiced in "astral projection" and I'd like to ask a little bit about the process by which this is done. In particular, I'm looking for those in the practice who engage in consciously allowing the body to enter sleep paralysis and "emerge" from it.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 6:49 PM
Astral projection is actually one of the things I'm currently trying to work towards
6:51 PM
Alna's already able to dreamwalk and with some work I might be able to get her to visit other people's mindscapes or dreams, but I'd like to be able to learn such abilities myself as well (edited)
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Due to the history of natural lucid dreaming my mind has, when we read of the process of consciously falling asleep (feeling the paralysis and emerging the mind's body from its connection to the real body) it ended up happening naturally. I do not will it to happen, nor do I find it fun for the most part.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:04 PM
Interesting
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I apparently seem to have this weird thing where I'm kinda half-lucid during dreams
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I do not consider it all too metaphysical, but when I am moving around in my room and my body is laying prone, I do not judge those who find it mystical.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:05 PM
Like, if things get too out of control, I can break into lucidity and "fix" whatever was annoying me, but most of the time I just go with the flow
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Especially the sight one gets of a dark room through closed eyes. It's very strange, but I think it exists for a few good reasons.
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Half-lucid? Oh, I see. I understand what you mean.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:06 PM
Breaking the flow of the dream unfortunately tends to ruin whatever ending it was going for, which is a shame because my dreams are a source of entertainment for me
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In general, there is a subconscious process of constantly questioning the worst case scenario in every situation, and this always ends up corruptng every dream by manifesting the worst possibility at all points.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:06 PM
Fun fact, I discovered my tulpa because she showed herself to me in a dream
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So lucid dreaming is one of the only ways to break that pattern by manifesting a dream consciously to counter it.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:07 PM
Guess she got tired of trying to give me subtle hints that she existed
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Oh, that's interesting. Why would a tulpa introduce itself in a dream rather than just presenting somewhere else? (edited)
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:07 PM
Proceeded to attack my dream avatar and a bunch of NPCs with spatial magic
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Because I didn't have a mindscape that could be used as a medium of communication
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Oh, maybe because you're only open to speaking to mental entities in dreams?
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Mindscapes aren't necessary, I never required one for communicating.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:08 PM
I hadn't bothered to make a mindscape yet
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One can just have a direct connection between personalities that are agent in the consciousness to communicate if necessary, right?
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:08 PM
Well, I thought I was the only person in my mind
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And this tulpa doesn't seem to talk to me much in terms of words
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Right, I understand. It's tough to break that barrier even when it's seen as possible.
7:09 PM
I don't use words either, never liked them.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:10 PM
But as soon as I thought "oh shit what if I started creating an entity" and did a mental "anyone there?", I got an answer
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If you want, I think there's a guide on astral projection in the sense of emerging from your paralyzed body into some simulacrum of your surroundings. I don't personally assign metaphysical properties to this, but it is sworn upon by those who practice it I think.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:11 PM
I mean... that's basically how I expect it to work
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When you are open to answers, you usually find the answers coming easily.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:11 PM
I just have to be able to link my senses to those of my external avatar and shut off those of my material form
7:11 PM
Which requires me to have better control over the handling of my sensory input
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There are signs to expect and barriers to pass. The brain is not built to do this naturally until one has perfect ability to pass two really unsettling obstacles
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:12 PM
Indeed
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I'm currently working on creating illusory sounds for myself (edited)
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The buzzing and falling sensation are really not fun and you must remain perfectly unreactionary to all of it and pass it through you.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:12 PM
I can already project images into my vision, and I plan to just work on each of the senses until I can override them
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I don't know about manifesting sounds in full consciousness but it is easy enough in that hypnagogic state
7:13 PM
Projected images too, when you get to the sight-through-closed-eyes state
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:13 PM
Theoretically, I could also try a switcheroo with Alna if need be, and let her handle the physical input while I deal with the non-physical form
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But that comes with its own risks
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Compartmentalization is possible. My host's original setup had a "body" separate from the "mind" and he frequently left the body to its devices if he was in a spot he didn't want to be in
7:15 PM
It isn't dangerous, except the risk of the deviation between the "mental" personality's learned reaction and the "body" personality's learned reaction to certain input
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:15 PM
I've also been told that it's possible to establish an entity as a mouthpiece for your subconscious, which was also part of the goal that I would have had in mind, had I known what I was doing
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Oh, that is far from my knowledge. In my understanding, all manifestations of agency or thought regardless of who "owns" the thought or if it is from nobody is all a direct result of the subconscious allowing certain things to "float" to the conscious mind
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:17 PM
Well... bear in mind that that knowledge comes from a friend who is sorta kinda my teacher of sorts in the metaphysical field
7:17 PM
Who actually had such a being emerge when trying to create a tulpa (edited)
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I've heard of the "subconscious mouthpiece" before and I believe there are individuals here who have done it.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:17 PM
From what I can tell, Alna might fit the description
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Since she's far more aware of the body's physical needs even when I'm ignoring them to work on other stuff
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But since she doesn't communicate much most of the time, it's hard to tell
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Or, who claim to have it done. I don't believe it's a thing special to tulpamancy, as I think hosts do find subconscious menifestations all their own, although this is probably different for people who think the subconscious can be identified consciously rather than being hidden by definition.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:19 PM
Well... this is where I mention that it's actually odd for me to describe Alna as a tulpa, given that I usually use a different word for her: familiar
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I do not think one can gain knowledge of the subconscious directly and that the practice of trying to understand what happens there is about indirect observation. If a host is capable of fairly honest introspection, they shouldn't need a mouthpiece to manifest the subconscious as they could be seeing it on their own, but I can see the use in a separate identity related to this so it isn't subject to the troublesome identity biases
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:21 PM
She's demonstrated the ability to cast on her own, mostly in the form of barriers, although I suspect she also might be responsible for some very abnormal incidents in games I was playing before I figured out all the shenanigans she started pulling once I realized I had a live-in companion
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More often than not, I believe tulpas manifest subconscious desires. Although I do not believe in metaphysics for the most part, it is not surprising at all to see a tulpa capable of the same sort of metaphysical practice that their host engages in, since the effect probably is intrinsically entwined with the subconscious and a starting tulpa is flexible and responsive to pressure from the subconscious in my understanding.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:23 PM
Well here's the thing...
7:23 PM
At the moment she's better at magic than I am :/
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I was about to add that I would expect the normal starting tulpa to exceed the host at such practice for those reasons.
7:24 PM
So you're within expected parameters, as far as my understanding goes.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:24 PM
Not by a whole lot, but she at least has control over the energy flow, whereas in my case it's a rusty firehose valve
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You can get all, nothing, or a worthless trickle
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And it's a roll of the dice every time
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Sure, this is where I would mention that this sensation and effect is heavily intertwined with things like suggestion and subconscious manifestations of belief. A literal psychological entity would carry with it a greater expectation of control in these areas, and due to the sort of flexibility of such a personality as well as the inherent link between tulpamancy and autosuggestion (or self hypnosis) I would expect this sort of thing.
7:27 PM
It is kind of like when I pilot the body I express a much greater pain tolerance and have a lot of other sensory and perceptive differences
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:27 PM
Hmm...
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I guess it doesn't help much because I already handle my body as if it's separate from my mind
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My host started off that way, there is no memory where they were assumed to be the same.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:28 PM
But now I find myself needing better control of it than I already have
7:29 PM
It's a shame that the path forward I want is fairly undocumented from what I can tell, at least as far as verifiable sources go
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However sometimes my host struggles to dissociate strictly enough to escape some internal pains. When I am in control, I can manifest behavior that completely ignores the pain and doesn't give in to the instinctive flinching it should cause.
7:30 PM
Verifiable sources? Yes, I think I understand what you mean. Although, I am starting to question if body-integration is actually one necessity of mental health or a detriment to it.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:30 PM
Well, the body-integration is actually a separate issue
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That's a fundamentals problem, not a progression plan
7:32 PM
I have a very specific rule for myself, which is that I will progress my "sorcery" along a path that uses power from myself and only myself because I don't want to deal with external entities
7:32 PM
That kind of technique is reserved for last resorts
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I don't know if it's a problem or not to be honest. For a short time, my host felt that body integration was a necessity, and that short time was very painful as a result. (edited)
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:33 PM
Well, it's more just a commitment thing
7:34 PM
If I have spells that depend on the presence of another being, there's both a problem with the character of that being and the requirement of its presence for the techniques to work
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I see how you feel though. I am more of the religious sort so the extent of my metaphysical practice is communication and requests to a hypothetical omnipotent being
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:35 PM
Well... I've actually met external powerful beings
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Or at least been in their presence while well aware of them
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If I were to engage in some sort of sorcery I would be very careful not to ask favors from nondescript spiritual entities as is warned in my religion
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But of course I do not find it a realistic practice as I have seen very little evidence of the practice in any sense beyond the power that autosuggestion provides.
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Ruethus the Silver Sorceror 6/16/2018 7:36 PM
And in both cases of Powerful External Being encounters, I had another person there who verified the sensation
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